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||[Aug. 31st, 2006|01:30 am]
i know i'm not like a lot of my age group, especially the girls, i'd like to think i pride myself on this, as pretentious as this are already sounding. ughh.
the most dreadful people of society go almost everywhere nowadays.
most people don't challenge themsleves mentally, they just don't question their families, their beleifs, and the way they drive their car. they get so caught up in their distain bubbles worried about bad drivers, gas prices, where they sit in a movie theater, they need to wake up and see life isn't all choices gone good or bad. random plays too much of a part in the sheme of things.
ever feel like screaming your head off, and running down the road naked, and not stopping until you reach the cliffs? And maybe not even then?
maybe i'll rant some more since i hardly make long entries nowadays.
you ever get that feeling that no matter what you do, no matter what attempts you make to improve yourself or to shape yourself in a certain direction, everything just inevitably collapses, and you're left back at stage one?
if i was a color, i'd be grey. occasionally i'll make an attempt to be red, or green, or blue, but like those old underwear that you bought from JCPenny far too long ago, i'll always return to that same shade of grey. comfortable, safe, but ultimately boring.
"Until then, mio dolce amor, a thousand kisses; but give me none in return, for they set my blood on fire."
"Oh. I am gonna curl up in bed with the largest sandwich I can find."